09 July 2008
theres a girl... who really unique for me and she was such a beauty~
nor just the sweet looking~ but her caring personality...
she was talented in study and thats make her an 11A's student...
well ... i felt in love with her not because of those reasons....
the story shall starts with the day 9 in the NS camp in Sabah
days b4 day 9 was so busy inside camp... with those belongings..and blah blah blah
i do meet some sabah's friends and they are quite cheering and friendly "hot" within 8 days..
day 9 our guys side only starts "aggressively" to know some chicks** well... simply because of
game of "true or dare" who ever loses shall did what the majority request to do...
and... that day was truely not my day... i keep losing and did lots of stupid stuff...
stuff like shout out loud *I LOVE U* infront of the officer ... some how ...i did that!!!!!
one of their request is "floating" an innocent girl... so.. they chose jessie.. which have a very obvious mud infront of her lip... and that very particular day... i crap* alot simply just
keep her talking from there ... we know alot stuff within each other in common...
day by day... we did have lots of laughter and more and more of chips more ...she love that..
from there... i still dint realize i have already fell in love with her... untill she couple with ten *which is one of my sabah's friend* then only i notice i need her to be part of me! only i realize how she means alot to me.... that incidence was quite a while... and i remain a happy face
thats what i always did...which is joke around... make some laughter ...
i do really regret that moment... i dint aggressive enough to confess to her !!
somehow i revoke my plan not to be a 3rd party of them...
course i dont wanna have a hard time for both of us...
from there onwards... i act like clown ...fooling around just to pretend that i dont really care...
trust me... it is harder than its look like... try to imagine..
when they are so sweet to each other at the mean while u act like joker.. clown?..
well.. most of ppl think that"why not just ignore them"?
"if" i ignore them this means im acting weird... and thats make them curious ..
i dun wanna end up something ugly ...
