JustMe

2009-12-08T02:58:00.003+08:00

Love

is a real flawless pure human nature tact bond
in our soul, in a way that this typical "thing"
is a need among the human kind

it's such a simply simple way to create a
human link between one to another,
by caring a person simply just giving a hand
to the person or giving a big favor,
so creating a good kind of link between eachother..

and so that very simple mind of thought float up...
shall i help that fellow?
why should i help?
any good return? if i help him up?
why on earth he chose me to help him?
simply just pop out in ur mind...

but you are way too dumb enough,
cause when it's came to helping others...
u dont have a single doubt,
forwardly give a big hand with anything u possible can help
u are dumb sial...

but you dont have a single regret on helping him...
yet, outsider making lots of noise about you...
still you chose to trust him,
yet he has made a decision...
you were there stoning yet is shocked to know such a...
now only realize, u gone far beyond the line
for you this is not an end
is just a another beginning from another end.
your kind of love is not shown on your face,
sadly he cant read that...

as for you, you been through something that so unbelievable,
everything seems to be like clashing in on the same time,
but you chose to hide, not to reveal...
cause this is nothing to deal with him,
is just 2 different factor, 2 different thing.
Cause that is nothing to due with him

he is harsh on u, yet is rational to be truth
yet, you are the person in blind
and your expectation is high on him,
and there you found out what he truthly are..

a very clear statement has been shown,
this is an intercept point,
which allow you to go further...

things that see with naked eyes is
turthly visible,
but there are something hidden,
something that cant be visible,
something that shall use heart to observe..

2009-07-21T03:56:00.002+08:00

Afraid of U

u have been staring on phone hours long,
yet u're simply just afraid of her,
but u have tons of question to ask her,
and u dare not...

u're scared, yet u are still loving her,
U dare not talk to her,
cause might annoying her.
U dare dare not meet her,
cause she might got hatred on u.
U dare not sms her,
cause she might feel irritating.
U dare not stared at her,
cause u scared u fall for her.
U dare not confess to her,
cause u scared u cant even be friend.
U dare not remember her,
cause u scared u fall even deeper.

U goes with her heart and flow with her,
yet she feel u are unreliable...
U caring for her everything,
yet she feel u are controlling her...
U're rationally dint contact her in time,
yet she feel left out and angry of u....
U concern her's incident everything in living,
yet she feel u are very disturbing...
U were having hard time still u date her out,
yet she angry u cause u emo there...

U tried very hard to forget her but fail
U tried not to put feeling on her but fail
U tried to find another girl to replace her but fail
U tried ....

2009-07-21T00:33:00.003+08:00

Desperate

that thing what u truly desire for...
which u very craving for it,
u will get that for anything necessary

humanity is just simply obvious but...
is just that we don't like things that
too simplify, so direct or simply simple,
people like things in fancy, so we have to
fulfill that,
we like to test on people's feeling just
to satisfy own curiosity which make no
sense...

ur personality way too defensive,
yet u are way too jealousy of everything...

2009-07-18T22:54:00.006+08:00

Self Branding

Hmmm... "forward" will be my slogan cause
the passed is history and we cant stop there,
yet the time is ticking, and so the things around
change. Our destiny , faith is on our hand, and
u can manipulate ur way of life.

No matter how badly u have fail before,
No matter how bad the condition are,
No matter how bad things happened on u...
Never stays there! keep forward ,
keep thinking the next move

On the other sides...
U must work hard , which putting alots of effort,
but with 100% wrong feeling on what u did...
In other words mean "Dare to failed "

ok!
DONE
Assignment done!

2009-07-18T22:27:00.005+08:00

Why people divorce in young age?

in young age we fall in love harshly,
which goes along with instinct and
meaning no proper planing taken.

As in really have to live together after
marriage which every "living needs" is
base on the wife and the man "in charge".
That very time onwards is critics because
it will bring in alots of factor involving
with parents, money, responsibility and so
the others which will clash in your marriage
live, those issues cannot be forfeit but to
accept and face it!!

And so some young marriage cant take it and
they fade up which causing them to divorce.
But on the other page, some young marriage
divorce just for the freedom of being single
cause during the marriage period they are like
a bird locked in a cage which is craving to
sore in the sky...

My words, please be serious on your decision
and be impeccable of your decision ,marriage is
a commitment ,a promise, an intercept point ...
never fool with that...

for ...
Ms.bina
assignment done!

2009-06-18T10:32:00.002+08:00

popularity

try to imagine, 1day u died and no one
in front of tomb that spare a single tears
on u, which u are a nobody and yet no one
remember u, no one recognize u.

fame of a person do important and cant be
forfeit or denied, cause that will be our
"everything" ,without fame/popularity u are
nothing, and nothing meaning u don't worth
to live on earth...

interacting to one and another
do means alot, or thought just simply a
chitchat among friends still u are creating
a connection, fame to public. in other words,
being a somebody, which is outstanding
personality and good behavior shall in present...

a good popularity must come with appearance,
which will lead to many opportunity and
credits in job, cause now societies are
looking appearance of person in 1st place,
if cant even handle that, u are soooo screwed

End of presentation =]
offer by my loverly lecture

MS.Bina =3

2009-06-17T13:41:00.002+08:00

How people Learning in Future

In this very century,
there are tons of information are needed
in our society and yet we are lacking alots
of it, still there are millions new
information will be clash in!!!
and the most common way to gather information
is from the Internet...
try to imagine that u able to access the
network every spot of the world,
and everything is in ur device,
which u able to collect every information
by just a blink of second!!!

In my view, after 100years
there is no longer text book in exists
everyone will be using
highly intelligent super computer,
which will be computer lecturing student,
instead of listen lecturer in class...

people can get every information
in just a finger tips away,
that will be referring to E-learning which
able to sort everything in a device including
news, novel, dash board, notes and so other
documentary...

the future is just a wonder,
which needed peopel to discover,
and those people is us =3

2009-06-14T21:52:00.004+08:00

Loving you

consideration is just part of saying
you are not good enough ,not even close
consider others with skills,
understanding shall be taken,
be impeccable of your words...
a clear view of a picture,
be more specific ,more obvious ,
or shall say enlighten yourself
there are tons of apologize ,
that you have taken,

must have to find your origin
be determine, and stand firm
1st answer that pop out from ur head..
will be your very desire target, goal
grab that answer, grab that feeling...
during your entire and consistency performance

but before this, no harsh, no rush
hesitate more on question and answer
never ever make decision from your
1st though cause no doubt ,
will fall badly ...

do not think way beyond today,
what u want? which u desire the most?
what u end up like?
do have passion n that?
do u have that consistency work on that?
just live well today,
as if tomorrow is your last day

2009-06-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

what's there ,remains there

a total partition of other you
u must know the origin of ur very own soul
don't drag the along with others
u are from who u are
u aren't from who u were
don't just follow ur instinct or just sence
is just an incidence that happened before
doesn't means u have to drag off from ur life
doesn't means that u have to come across this far
yet u are nothing to her...
think beyond ,way way beyond
only can allow u to overcome every obstacle

2009-05-19T02:02:00.003+08:00

sleepless night

a long night
seconds flow like minutes
minutes flow like hours
hours flow like days

3 cuppucino save the night
phone shall in rest
a total stunning
a wicked joke
an ending scene
an empty stage
u have ur fan base before
now left nothing

2009-04-30T12:57:00.005+08:00

cruelty on animals

this tittle is offer by my lecture
in other words, i been force to wrote this

the previous video in abusation on animal
is truly some bloody scene
butcher slaughter in 1kinda 'skill' i will say..
kick, or simply just whack on it
that's the way of they kill chicken
which in bad condition
in a sense is in heart attack, overloaded
of the chicken and simply will draw out "1st"
for further process in some factory
then 'pop' our meat in our dining table

as for those cattle just simply much cruel
in order to prevent them fighting one to another
their horns will be cut down
and in some reason their penis will chop off
which no pain killer apply on them
and just let them lying down ,
technically they're half dead
then ,after they reach their maturity
they went through the slaughter process
hanging the cattle upside down with 1leg on ceiling
if needed their skin will be peel off!
left the flesh hanging in the air...
then cut them into pieces, sent them to further process
whaaalaaa~ Ur steak with nice juicy texture and fragrance

people people! animals has been abuse and being treated
in some ways they shouldn't be in...
so please if u cant love yourself
please don't expect to love on animals
and yet.. mercy on animals

2009-04-23T00:18:00.004+08:00

S I M P L E G U Y

U are from who u are
U know what u know
U don't know what u don't know
The flawless pure soul of yours
will tells the very 1st reaction or thoughts
which is straight from deep inside u

love with no reason
sacrifice for ur beloved one
noting is personally
caring shall not be denied
flow with ur heart

love don't come with fancy thingy
love no need to be hesitate about
a direct confess with sincerity
prosperity, strive for anything nessary

2009-04-17T08:36:00.005+08:00

friend to friend

friends do have ranks and
so we did partition among us

from just a "guy" turns friend of urs
from friend to close friend
from close friend to best friend
(best friend=
u can confess everything to her or him)
(close friend=
just 1 rank lower than best friend)
than turns girl or boy friend yours

couples is just 1 rank above best friend
the possibilities is there
the feelss~ was there
the right "ohm" was there =]

than "pop" couple lo~

we're too easy to fall in love
in young age ,and lost in no way
inside there is whole way deep forest
there is no way u can walk across alone
but the other fella of u may help
and so... relying each other

2009-04-15T10:05:00.007+08:00

as in person which involve in...
behavior
characteristic
talent
profession
ability
emotional express
humour
hatred
joyness
sorrow

indeed... mankind must have those
i see nothing on u... but sorrow and hatred

2009-04-15T09:56:00.002+08:00

remember

1st day in school
1st day in practical
1st note u take in class
1st new friend u meet
1st lecturer u know

grab the feeling
memorize that feeling

that very begining
will lead u to very success
DONOT forfeit or forget that

those are something happened
ONCE IN UR LIFE
=]

2009-03-03T12:12:00.002+08:00

away

ur stubborn shall come with reason
ur stupidity shall not in present
ur egoness is an attitude of u?
ur fusion of 2 personalities
ur funny face or charming or just ...
ur world have nothing but loads of!@#$
ur overall look just a some some guy
ur friends is an illusion
ur way of speak, with thorns
ur beauty ,when u are hollow
u are cool, when u quite
u are childish, when u saying jokes
u are funny, when u being insult, abuse

2009-02-19T09:01:00.002+08:00

Speak with "sense"

its doesn't matter what u talk
what's matter is...
how people feel, when u speak...
don't just speak at ur own will
or crapping something doesn't make sense
which have bring some
sarcastic, abuse, lies in present
when in-relation not only in couple larh
but in brother-hood, best friend, sisters,
just simply a word difference
may drag the whole atmosphere down...
or... the best way is simply just silence

2009-02-17T11:00:00.002+08:00

feel so blue

just a beginning from an end
or u shall say...
A chance to start all over again?
in other words....
read the word between the line?
u have pay for good
before u earn something u craving for
or..not?
now everything doesn't seems to fair
there's nothing that...
"i win this fair and square, so is mine"
only realize victory is not in yourhand
after all u give ur everything
yet...ur everything is nothing

anger
is just a way of emotion

sorrow
is just an emotion that come before anger

2009-02-13T08:32:00.004+08:00

what me means to u?

considering ,caring ,loving must be obvious
cause end up would turns whole way round
what can he do? if its everything
u though he's wrong
this though just simply float up in ur mind
either what...
he still not that nice person to mix with
just another reason to keep things going
ur loyalty doesn't worth a thing now
just flick off!
will u?

2009-02-10T11:49:00.004+08:00

Stubborn + Ego = Sohai

Listen of what people speak

Respond of what people said

Attach of what the incidence are

A win-win situation is the best of all
the right time, is when u do the right thing
draging the whole atmosphere goes down
end up everyone in blue
doesn't sounds good ...right?
if u were in one bad practice, or did some mistake
simply just stay humble or just cool
keeping stubborn is a big NO NO

2009-02-07T12:49:00.002+08:00

Today's incidence ,Tomorrow's joke

things happened today, will be tomorrow's history
just a joke , a saying, a wrong example...
what do matter is...
the same incidence wouldn't happened again
change from deep inside u
mistake that u did ,is history, has passed
what left behind is u urself

2009-02-04T09:31:00.003+08:00

speak for your own

nothing is definitely or "100% comfirm"
in a sense that... in a way of socialites
in other words, "the way u talk"
think through before u speak something bad...
even though u don't meant to be said that...
then... u feel sorry about or maybe "u don't give damn"
doesn't really matter anymore,
what do matter is the what consequences will be...
humanity is just complicated ,just hard to understand
your though will effect your behaviour, simply just fact
things around doesn't always be in your way ...
sometimes shall just stick around
in a sense that less ego more "attach"

2009-01-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

MiRRoR

The good u find in others ,is in u too
The faults u find in others ,is ur fault as well
After all, to recognize something u must know it
The possibilities u see in others,
is possible for u as well
The beauty u see around u, is ur beauty
To blame and complain will only make matters worse
Whatever u care about is ur responsibility

What u see in others,shows u urself

2009-01-08T20:28:00.007+08:00

release in 2008 oct
this is an old movie, but new for me

is bout a Along's financial manager meet a stranger
which dont have a single clue ...
the stranger call was a girl ,which been kidnapped
and calling for help,
that guy was a random pick from her,
he were doing 1manshow thingy to save her...
middle of the story line have some comedy
overall was a great movie

2009-01-08T19:57:00.002+08:00

music in u

deep inside u, there's a locked room
that u "were" there before, had before
all of that will keep in that locked chamber
those are history, memories, something cant be deny
u only allow to refresh or remember
memories will gets dizzy ,day after day ...
u will lost ur key to the chamber...

the key can be many forms,
something that have a very familiar feelings
and due to that incidence, will gives u an image
an image that flash back to ur old times
most effectives one will be sounds, musics

2009-01-07T08:53:00.002+08:00

Passion

due to work, personnel , some incidence
is a must to keep things going...
cant be replace, cant be just "so so"
things that must goes constantly
do not take that just a "work"
something u shall dig in to it...
felt in love with, that can spend life on it
if not ,u will not live like "living"
live on something u passionated
find something like that do takes time,
goal must be clear, direct of what u want

2009-01-06T08:52:00.002+08:00

Trust

this thing dont come cheap...
if needed this thing so badly,
must have a way to earn it for goods,
building trust among ur close one
is a need, cause....
allies and enemy ,just a blink of change...

2009-01-05T20:08:00.003+08:00

Pretending

it's a "need" or "must" for everyone
this thingy has bond in their soul,
for them is natural, everyone is the same
In other words, means lying...
has been in 1 kinda culture,
cause everyone know so,
everyone feel afraid to lose
cause feels good in victory
or being on top of the reef ,as illusion...
lie, hollow, dumb is present

2009-01-02T20:32:00.004+08:00

theres a boy, which barely talk ...
use to answer in "owh" ,"ya" ,"hmm"
never speak much more than 3 words in once

shall begin when his in 8 ,
which that year when he lost his mom,
the sorrow was like tons of
thorns pierce through the heart
as the time flow, he comes back to reality
but as hobby, hanging in shopping complex
was his favourite,
just by watching other's parent having fun,
while mom holding her child's hand
having some quality time,
simply by watching that for hours long...
of to full fill some imagination
that he craving for...
this unique hobby last till' age of 12
he started became a total "silencer"
barely speak, cause ...
feeling numb like he is
apart from this world,
everyone seems to be difference from him
the word "fun" ,no longer in his mind
everyone though he's a weirdo, pervert..
but ,everything is fine for him...
he get use to it ,
in his silence world, peace feeling
he keep in this situation for long time,
till' he figured out friends
do means something,
something cant be forfeit
but he have no clue of making friends,
he started hang out with cousin offenly,
which is very cheer up friendly,
with 1 kinda unique talking slang ,
he plan to mimic his style of talking ,
or his personalities to friends around,
he done good on the other clone of him,
after practice for long time ,
he don't know himself,
when looking at the mirror,
he saw no one, but a unknown stranger..
dizzy, confuse, sorrow was present
but he learnt to control
his minded though,
shout out loud will his way of releasing anger,

till' now ,the boy is 18
everyday with the smile on his face,
fooling around in crowds,
acting like clowns,
just to creates some laughters,
but he do actually feel satisfied
feel proud when people buying his joke,

he tried to hide all his sorrow
hope that joyful can overcome it,
cant! no way!
infact, people around got hatred on him,
feeling annoiying, disturbing...

shall he back to where he began?

2009-01-02T08:52:00.002+08:00

You know from what you see, what u mean it

before u sarcastic
before u do something that“serve him right!”
before u forfeit somebody
before u scold someguy for “good”

have u ever had a single though of..
“why do i have such a thinking?”
“why should i do that?”
“did i do the right thing?”
“is he/she deserve that?”
“am i right of doing this?”

this is the just a mirror of u
of all this though or thinking
that appear in your mind
simply just u urself been there
u “were” wrong before
u experience before “this”
or just simply u “know so”

u mean those thing
have a strong vision on it

bare this in mind larh!!!

2008-12-30T22:51:00.001+08:00

When in LOVE

This is what people do
They leave, hope they can fly
cause otherwise, it will drop like a rock
and wondering the whole way down
and what the hell did i jump?

but now here i am -falling-
there's only one person
that can make me feel's like flying
that will be u~

just have nothing better to do

2008-12-30T11:57:00.000+08:00

To change, adapt it

in other words, "Changes for goods"
everything comes with plans... with strategy
if u were to stayed who u are...
things will just stay in "fine" condition
but what if u want "exordinary"?
some change upon u urself for reason
that means alot for u
due to that incidence or decision u made..
courage, dareness* ,desperate must present

to adapt of what u becomed
knowing from where u were ,how to get attach
to fix mistakes, have to knowing the mistake...
mistakes or the previously "u" were so wrong
all shall be history
listen of what she said,
respond of she asked...
never says no ,from a dance with her
u must be "in" the situation
no doubt!
time is manner...
future can be manipulate,
consequences will be expected
things will goes in ur ways
=D

2008-12-29T18:53:00.000+08:00

Love will never be just a incidence of "two"

this involving of a story
its all begin with a scopion...
one day, a scopion reached by side of the river
and wanted to get across the opposite...
but scopion don't know to swim
coincidencely, scopion meet a frog

and scopion request
"can u kindly give a ride to the opposite?"
frog replied
"No way! u will attack me on my back with ur sting"
but the scopion desperetely says
"if i were did that we both are drown,
why should i do that?"

and so the frog agreed to give hand
but when they're half way there...
the scopion attack the frog
but before they both drown to death
the frog asked
"why u did this?"
scopion replied
"cause this is my personalities"

2008-12-25T09:27:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!

at this very moment! supposely go no where else, just stay at home chill head crushing my assignment and just roting at home. But, a guy gimme a call(zi wen) in sudden! says wanna go count down during this christmas, i was like..."waolou! got time sleep larh, own self count la cannot meh?" technically, we decided having christmas eve in one Utama, but somehow caren ajak me at the same day(early on) so make it easy! all meet up together and go for countdown!well~ sadly not in 1 utama which i expected... cause due to "last min attitude"(malaysian style ma~ what to do?). In the mean while caren is having some quality time with parent, after her quality time we called her to meet up us in pyramid for the count down(cause no choice lor...they already half way home so for the convenient, we meet up some where nearby ~~~"pyramid") and fortunately we did...but the parking took me 1h to find a space and u would'nt believe the situation in housing area's(u have to see with ur own eyes larh... gab between 2 car in 2 ways entries was freaking narrow! and some asshole made the road block!!! so eventually i actually reverse all the way to make the exit out!!! pro bo??!!!=D )"dulanly", the whole count down period over liao(sohai dulan lo!!!!), in other hand caren was alone during the count period and been spray by those morrons, whole hair was soakin wet!was a great fun!!!! but didnt really been in the situation! =(

2008-12-22T18:03:00.000+08:00

The best is keep it silent

some incidence that have been through ,or some excite event ,and some embarrase incidence... doesnt means u can spread around... chit chat here and there just to build up ur fame? or ur popultion? c'mon! understanding others as a close friend u should know that! those mistake, u have done several of numbers and still counting... should it be just silent for good? i see that u do concern bout friends ,but the way u care bout friends is way too awkwards and dont feel like friend le... there's some stuff u have figure ur ownself ,not from spoon feeding u larh...

2008-12-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

soli soli... long time no on9 ma!

pei seh ar~ is been quite a long time dint bloggin le ,currently just brain crashing bout my assigment! bout culture thingy... plus! during the presentation the whole crew must wear in costume ... and guess wert!? we chose the ibanese culture and the male wearing like only got 2 piece of cloth nia!!! waolou ! very hectic le... totally like 1 kinda' morron but girls part like "bak zhang" cover the whole body from head to toes >.<" unfair lo!!! lets see how things goes la...

2008-11-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

my buddy!!! Sunn Sunn~

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while getting back from sepang curcuit... we did abit of sight seeing...cause go through the wrong exit lols...

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phewweeet~~~

Ladies and Gentlemen! behold! the ferari! fuuu!!

A1 car hangging in the air!

woa! whos the lengcai ar? =D

Lelong!!!!

2008-11-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

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2008-11-20T19:25:00.001+08:00

Being U?Being Me?

we are living in such a way that is in a total partitioned group among others *I'm not talking racist here larh...dont misunderstanding* outside there... which have plenty varieties of people in difference way of personalities and living in a such a unique world ...as for the outsider is hard to "get in" to it...but is this means we have to separate apart? which will be impossible to be friend with?

for sure there is some some guy is way beyond from Ur world...this actually no big deal... just simply by doing some intro on it larh... u know me , i know u... and....woaaaa laaa~~ become friend lo~ easy as that!

2008-11-12T18:58:00.001+08:00

Everything is possible

You say: 'It's impossible'

God says: All things are possible

(Luke 18:27)

You say: 'I'm too tired'

God says: I will give you rest

(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: 'Nobody really loves me'

God says: I love you

(John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 )

You say: 'I can't go on'

God says: My grace is sufficient

(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: 'I can't figure things out'

God says: I will direct your steps

(Proverbs 3:5- 6)

You say: 'I can't do it'

God says: You can do all things

(Philippians 4:13)

You say: 'I'm not able'

God says: I am able

(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it'

God says: It will be worth it

(Roman 8:28 )

You say: 'I can't forgive myself'

God says: I Forgive you

(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: 'I can't manage'

God says: I will supply all your needs

(Philippians 4:19)

You say: 'I'm afraid'

God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear

(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'

God says: Cast all your cares on ME

(I Peter 5:7)

You say: 'I'm not smart enough'

God says: I give you wisdom

(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: 'I feel all alone'

God says: I will never leave you or forsake you

(Hebrews 13:5)

God determines who walks into your life.... it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.'

Father, God bless all my friends in whatever it is that you know they may need this day!

And may their life be full of your peace, prosperity and power as they seek to have a closer relationship with you.

The Best Four Looks

Subject: THE BEST FOUR LOOKS

The four blessed looks!!!!

1) Look back and thank God.

2) Look forward and trust God.

3) Look around and serve God.

4) Look within and find God!'

'I asked God, 'How do I get the best out of life?'
God said:

a) 'Face your past without regrets.

b) Handle your present with confidence.

c) Prepare for the future without fear!'

'Without God, our week is:

1-Mournday,
2-Tearsday,
3-Wasteday,
4- Thirstday,
5- Fightday,
6-Shatterday, and
7-Sinday

So, allow Him to be with you every day!' '

Life is too short, so forgive quickly .
Believe slowly.
Love truly.
Laugh uncontrollably .

2008-11-12T18:10:00.000+08:00

that banana gurl request me to post those wor...

actually still got more in my phone ,just lazy to upload=D

2008-11-12T13:37:00.001+08:00

i wanna watch 007!!! who can teman me?

2008-11-12T13:20:00.000+08:00

hiah....

you see ar! people do alot of thing but still got problem one! whatever they do also got problem one! *thats what they said*

Do more ,more problem...
Do less ,less problem...
No do ,no problem...

so no problem ,no need to do lor!

mimic the singapore's movie... which in the drama line

sorry ar! too free liao... so watch old movie lo

very seinz na!!! stay at home! kanasai ar!!!

2008-11-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

~Beyond "love"~
being lovely upon each other doesn't means have to be "with" each other, doesn't means she is belong to u, doesn't means she is "yours", it just has to "let it go" do whatever best for her..whatever she feels good about that's already good enough, "loving" isn't means by "what i pay of what i get" a real love shouldn't be in this way cause love is so unpredictable... can be happen in a blink shot or disappear right in front "just like that!" ,being stubborn is a big NO NO cause when in relationship must be more understanding and must offenly think the opponent's point of view

keep 2 simple principle
-just follow the flow, accept it!

-Do whatever is good for her and not too concern about the returns. As long as she's happy ,u're cool

baking practicle exam!

2008-11-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

Mr.Don Yong! chairman of MIB!!! what an honour! =D

ppl goes siao siao always when in happy mood =]

without him the whole thing wouldn't happened! i love u!!

scones and pancake in royal dinning set!

Behold! the ultimate tiramisu!!!!

tiramisu in cup!!!!

wholemeal bread, lemon poppy seed bread and french bread

those crumpet simply with butter and honey will goes "godly" =D

my overall looking dinning setting on bread practicle test

When we change, is when we decide

2008-11-03T10:26:00.000+08:00

People found hard to change, in other words they dare not to change which is way beyond what he’s right now… use to day dreaming? Thinking some some beyond your own world? And will always asking… could it be real? Should it be just a dream? Nothing more than that? Will it be awkward if I change?
Changes actually could make things look good doesn’t mean that martial art fellow shouldn’t be learning baking cause is way beyond “what he is” should just stick to what he knows? See… u must have “guts” to change, must dare to face any or every obstacles
And when u decides to do so… then that’s time to give a shot! Follow where your hearts flow, to the next level of success must have constantly keep your work for the perfection in your new world!

consideration

2008-10-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

meaning people showing some loves upon each other, in varieties of ways... now things around dont seems to be always in your way, or what you were expecting to be happened... when 1 fellow showing his interest on the another ,in a sense of caring larh... but in these days people always take those "considering" for granted ,and feel those are some piece of "nothing" thingy or this considering is so invisible that he feel nothing ...consider to another is piece art ,meaning for the perfection of whole senario both side must be very understanding towards each other, in a sense that make ur consideration more specific ...more "visible"... let her know! this is not only referring to girl and boy friend type larh... some some other relation as well...

=D

I Got Tagged

2008-10-10T07:48:00.000+08:00

RULE: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.NO TAG backs!

1.day dreaming as always, when seriously bored

2.i simply just love to shower(can reach 30min++ ,but current record is 40min)

3.joking and fooling do is my profession

4.i feel kinda proud after i telling my joke or fooling around and ppl around laughing

5.i use to sleep all day long(that was like sec school time larh) 48h will be my sleeping record at 17

6.lying do really not my profession(only some nessary timing only do so larh) =D

7.i love food.... anything come with cheese...fuuu!!! i will finish it till' the last drop

8.i very concern bout personnel attitude

9.i dont spent big money on daily life( but spent money on food different story larh)

10.DOTA!!!! cant survive without it!

11.my room never in "good condition" =D

12.i cant study...meaning im hungry

13.Clubbing is my 1st option of entertainment

14.when im broke~ donot borrow money from me

15.donot question me "how i dress" !!!

normal

2008-09-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

he's silence, does'nt means that he does'nt concern about it...
he being nice, does'nt means he is "con"able...
he is some rich guy, does'nt means that he will pay up all the bills...
he is some emotional "free" guy(meaning: shows every emotional expression physically), does'nt means that he has no secret...
he is cool when is in relationship, does'nt means he have to "bet" everything on her
he is funny, does'nt means he's a dumb ass...
he is a some nobody, does'nt means u can look down on him
he being stubborn, does'nt means he's 100% wrong

pls refer to this guys...

hidden

2008-09-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

invisible? hollow? empty? ...we cant read people mind's ...and please mention or tell others of what u really think of... it is pointless, if u hide something deep inside from ur heart and tells no one, people did concern bout u, people did wanna do something for u... he just tried to do something outstanding...something unique ... something that makes him feels "alive"... i dont expect good reward for me, just with ur wide smile on ur face and with ur thumbs UP ...

being u ...being me

2008-09-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

im just a simple guy... nothing fancy, nothing special ...im just a nobody... i have my way of life and a way of being "me"....me like... just love to make joke around bringing up joyful atmosphere, in other words, like being childish haha.. weirdo rite? i admit la... but when im in work... i swear im serious on it! " play hard, work hard"
vice versa ma... so balance lo...is something like yin and yang , haha...

but the world is changing everything sooo rapidly, the environment around u, and so the personality on u ... that good side of u ...will never last, where are u? who are u? u are so lost!

hatred!

2008-09-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

emotion is actually speaks "more" or louder than just words... sometimes the way u act , the bad personality in u ... will end up no beneficial to either side and people will just simply make a fool around, simply just pretending "with u" but actually the truth is... he or she already knew these guy is not a good options to "be with" ....how sad? that guy is the last to know that! well that is 1 of the malaysian style which will keep every "real" emotion feeling seal inside the heart and clone another person to pretend another, "hatred" there are actually can split to 2 difference explanation , for instance example... there is no tissue in the toilet when u desperetelly wanna to "poof" so u mad!, that is something express emotion externally, the another one...which.. when ur ex- girl friend is happening with ur best friend but still must cover up of all ur anger or jealousy with the wide smile on ur face...which is a kind of anger or frustration that dare not express out! those are very straight express due to a thing or to a person... in these world everything going more complicated ...what is left behind is tons! of troublesome! but a guy told me and always with his line "happy goes nothing" that kind of behavior ,simply just make me feel wanna wack him up! in other words... im kinda jealous him... cause everything he thought is so simple and means something...so i come out one principle "think simple, do simple" like it?

=D

never look back...

2008-09-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

human's eye born right on top front of our head! thats the sign of god and which is a great creation of god's , and thats tell us ... we must dare to dream! look wider ...dont just concern "a" point of view! instead of understanding others need ...others offer .... feel confidence of ur very own ability or ur profession! everyone here born to be unique .... no one on earth is same!(maybe the physical looking la..) no matter how bad or how insane that u have been... just let them be history ... just memories... nothing more!!! dont let them drag u down! dont let them manipulate u! people do always say wert.... learn from mistake, no big deal! just dont reapeat the same mistake in the future and more precaution on it! live on it! live with purpose! we all live in purpose! dont doubt urself ! dont take things for granted! fight hard for what u want!

actually , i referring to myself la... am i pervert? haha... just nothing better to do... so i wrote this...
=D

girls....

2008-09-04T09:28:00.000+08:00

they "need" u only they concern bout u
they dont give a damn after "using" u
they dont see ur personality, ur behaviour, ur charming looking(actually they did concern la..) they "only" see money on u ...
they being tacky for begging u guys for money or for further offer...
every time we spend our time we our beloved one ...always the guys who pay up all the bills...

but... those are something that guys do nessary to pay up for... "who ask we love our beloved one so so so much le?" no doubt... we guys are born in such a unfair world's ...hiah

in other words, look at the bright side la... girls do whatever nessary to make herself look pretty and thats really good for guys~, they are some kinda dumb so that make the guys "look" smarter.... haha(no offence la just referring to the minority de...),

Love's with reason

2008-08-29T09:06:00.000+08:00

actually im refering to myself la... well~ i use to say love is blind , just a blink! ur love might just appear infront of u... who knows? maybe ur beloved one is somewhere near u ...just that u havent notice it or just blurr blurr, things change around here! nothing can keep forever long, fight for it! things that u want it sooo badly~ "love"<<<< this thingy is very the firgile , hard to predict, hard to manipulated....just simply need time to "study" this... "feelings" i heard from 1 of my freind says... that when 2 ppl is new to each other and wanna defined wheather this both ppl impossible to couple ...the crit of 1st 3min of this 2 very 1st meet of 1st talk , the 3 min actually can tell urself wheather is possible to be with the guy... the very 1st though or feelings upon urself is the real answer! no doubt! mark my words! people!

there's no ugly people, but lazy will makes people look ugly

2008-08-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

true le! behind this... theres is one story which is very irritating and its in real life... theres a guy which with very odd looking, in other words means ugly la! and she tried to help people up and simply just wanna makes friends around ...but he failed with that nerdy attitude and with the looking* people just simply refuse to mix with he pity lor! the whole campus like keep away from him! yet! he truelly are one kind of lazy and don't know a single respect to others... people actually hate him for reasons wan la! i think thats the major wan la... so sick sia! no joke wei!

let me refresh back!
~ugly lookin
~lazy bone
~nerdy attitude
~have no respect to others
~lameness

i know that i shall not criticize people this way la....
but it's the fact ! no doubt !
just see to believe if possible

when i makes friends... i dont really concern the looking of the fellow *just not too handsome than me la ..jkjk* but the characteristic and the attitude ...

Just Be wise of chosing friends around

just a day

2008-08-20T00:39:00.000+08:00

well... my life was quite interesting actually ...sometimes just the atmosphere over there make me feel kind of dull and "seinzness" maybe the way of teaching from lecturer very dull la...*i guess so* everyday ...i did everything of wert the lecturer requested us to do so... i did everyday come to coll in time... i did follow every sequence of the practical stuff... i did all the assignment... that's the life~ i mean for now la... well... sometimes i think... that things around always change ,nothing is predicable ...so what shall i end up with? i have TONs answers which just popping out from my head! truelly is a serious issues wei! hahaha... i have learn my lessens! not to think that far! yet!! think now! live in the moment! im not saying that it's bad that u planed everything nicely for future good or wert!? just live well in the moment and do right thing in the right moment! definitely can get a good future~ am i right? =D

difference from others

2008-08-14T12:49:00.000+08:00

well ...im refering to my colleage ,its simply just unique and the atmosphere over there...haha just like one kind of lame and funny ...and the way they speak english...i actually could'nt describe haha just see to believe la... and some of them act banana and speak with chinese ascent ...dare still can say he himself is banana...LOLS no doubt! love the place here!

speechless

2008-08-13T09:32:00.000+08:00

this story shall begin with one of my coll mate in MIB ....this is how its goes... this very particular guy fall in love with one of the senior's girl and simply just spoke with her once nia! already....did the confess part this fellow truely know nothing about love ...pity him* and truely a troublesome for the girl couse he keep msg her , call her...which is...very annoiying *get to know from the girl la.* PLUS the guy is one kind of "very unique look" with the very dumb attitude ...owh and the way he talk...truely funny wei! and thats why the girl feel sick of! no offence la... simply just FACT la...

live on it!

2008-08-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

yup! everything! nor bad or good stuff just live at the moment! and keep one principle in mind! *do right thing in the right moment* simple as that! sometimes... i hate life style like this... which is so complicate! and everything was so fancy! i dont like that! majority of m`sian are live in this way! they dare not spread out their expressions out! everything keep in side their mind! simply just refuse to share to others... even thought in love which dare not to confess to her just simply day by day watch her walk by and u dare to say thats actually good enough for me... waolou!!! why dont u take ur 1st step out! starts from friends la! than slowly knowing each other la! no big deal, just starts from very begining*friends*

baking school MIB

2008-08-06T09:30:00.000+08:00

Malaysian Institude of Baking... yes! no doubt ...im a baker in future*maybe* or chef... ppl around here truely are some one kind of cheering couse they way of comunicate is way too unique haha...i start my coll was like 2 weeks ago, its fun over here, when we were in practicle training nothings feels better than u bake ur own dough, cake or cookies by ur own hand and share to ppl... well i have stop blogging for days before ...simply just lazy la...couse either got free time rather go for dota lo... pei seh la

the end

2008-07-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

still friend *i guess* love someone with no reason? love someone in sudden? haha... u said...y u dint care about the feelings on me? why u been so impatient? "feelings" do really important arent they? i got it! its all over ... i know u hate me ...maybe of being such an annoying person? too stubborn of just care bout my feelings of my own only...and dont really care bout u? why u said that! i even stop contact u for reasons which preventing some disturbing that cause to u! in the mean while... did u really care how i feel actually? after receive ur msg? which is... soo sudden

lastly, i hope that guy can bring u prosperity and take good care of u ...just hope that guy is better than me ... ok ! say no more!

i cant get rid u off my mind!

2008-07-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

simply just cant! i love u more than everything... i donno... i wish i can back to our time where we 1st meet each other, where we just know each other!( lame right?) i wish i could.... but no way! but yet! im still awaiting u... simply stare at your photos... i saw love, when u speak, when u smile, when u laugh ...haha (tacky hah?) im not even qualify from the 1st "round" im not even have the chance to fight for what i really want ...already been disqualify! never mind...i will wait! wait for the right time, no matter how long its take...still im there for u!

fallen

2008-07-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

since from the day we meet
since from the day u laugh at me
since from the day we played games
since from the day we having a great time together
since from the day u call me darling
since from the day considering me
since from the day u cried on me, lying on my arms
since from the day i confess to u, how i feel deep inside me
since from the day i starts dreaming of u

to be honest! i cant actually get rid of that off my mind! there is something i want to share to... my previous life style was so dull and truely like a walking zoobie simply just online games, pooling, sleep, than some time chill with friends nothing much actually! so lifeless ya? indeed! but, until i be the chosen one to camp as a navy trainee, from there i change alot! i admit! the place let me feel sooo warm .... family warm! serious no joke! i have plenty of sabah's friends thier all like friendly cheering! no matter what kinda troublesome that u face! can actually request a help from, and no doubt ... they straight give a hand without any single thought! how generous? they low in EQ? they dump? they stupid? which helping someone without beneficial thier self... haha rare people right? love them! from there i starting to "survey" on sabah's girl ...and i really got my statistic report haha found out.. that most of them very outgoing girl... and feel supprise that some dusun's girl knows chinese, with their dusun slang ... they are so friendly cheering and do really know how to considering others ...thats really supprise me! imagine... that u were week enough but still someone already falled and still give a hand to her ...that kind of spiritual, braveness, courage, generous...seldom can see in our KL side la.. love them~ =D

sorry for everything!

2008-07-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

jessie liew... im sorry of what i did prviously... maybe just too afraid to lost u ...there is several times i use to just simply staring on my phone and keep wondering "can i make this call?,will u feel disturbing if i make this call?, are u starting ignore me already?, how are u there?,... i do really have tons of questionS to ask but currently cant get the chances yet... still i will waiting for ur returns... memories? i know u have few memories on me... maybe just simply because all the while ...i mean most of the time la.. u with ah tong and as a result ur memories on me is less..*maybe*

u said before that distance is not a matter at all
things do really matter is the feeling upon us
no doubt! im still love with u!
wondering...whats ur answer over there~

items that i bought for u really come with reasons
every items got thier own story, their are not just a "give"
hope someday i can pass it to u with my own hand

thanks for the ears

2008-07-20T18:04:00.000+08:00

my bro "ah sunn"! between us have no secret no fancy stuff ....he such a MR.NICE GUY ...no doubt wei! brother hood for life! when need help from u straightly just give a hand! where to find wor ?brother like this? *heng tai* sometimes need his ears to express all of my stress and did some counselor part on me ...with those saying part haha... love u la bro~

JASON LOW JIAN SUNN
18
single
mature guy
donno joke
good body shape
long hair
long face
usj 17
engineering course

once family forever family

2008-07-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

well! my parents truely are unique! lets start bout my sis... she truely annoying and very disturbing, yeah ...indeed we do quarrel as always haha but u know wert? i actually "gladly" to quarrel with her...in a sences that when someone is caring or considering others... they need some "ways" as to communicate each other ...as my sis she chose to quarrel...BUT sometimes can turns up real ugly ! haha not too bad... sometimes she act nuts! thats really can bring lots of laughters around... NEXT my dad ... a truely traditional chinese man! everything he plan by sequences and he knows everything... indeed some times can be real stubborn! always with the serious looking, he know jokes as well sometime act cute as well just for the laughters... cute ar? hmmm my turns? haha...i'il pass =D owh ya! my step-mom... shes cute in the sences that the way she laugh while eating truely ugly wei!haha btw she is an accountancy got like 30++ people under her line... but! cannot say as superwomen also... cause she not good in cooking... haha... sorry la wei! i love food la... superwoman should everything ma! owh! my maid! she know how to cook reall well seriously.... and as a result end up body size like this la..! and a dog! she is annoying ! always stick me when i getting my shoe

thats all! good ar? theres nor bad or good of dealing personality ... people do really did or done something with reasons just simply different point of view...

GONE just like that!

2008-07-20T16:41:00.000+08:00

"forget the passed, look forward" those motivative lines ...they are easy to say but hard to hard to did it! learn from mistake of how stupidest stuff that i did previously ...im so curious that why u been made plenty of excuses that avoiding me! im sooo afraid that u have hatred on me or simply just hate?... i know theres plenty of better options than me outside there ...im not saying that i wanna stop u or what...

well! actually im quite mad with u and disappointed me again ...as for now! we just remain in friends but my place side have some items that belong to u ...and i donno when is the right time to pass it u

WHO KNOW ME?

2008-07-20T05:55:00.000+08:00

the answer is NO ONE ... well who cares? right? my attitude problem? my bad personality? my bad habbits? my bad looking? u can actually says thousands words of badness bout me... to be honest... instead of getting sick and tired, actually feels numb already. ah ha! theres a line from puah chu kang "do more, more problem, do less less problem, no do, no problem" im not saying that i shall act this way but just simply referring it btw ... sorry bout my english standard maybe cause quite "disturbing" but just simply paham paham la

cant think a word to describe her!

2008-07-19T14:04:00.000+08:00

annoiying? finger pointing? fasy? bullshitting? nuts? ... those words cant really
describe her! simply just a small piece of matter starts scolding or blaming others, indeed that she bring the whole atmosphere of family when down... such a good sister...where to find? and not to mention... that she's sooo stubborn and goes "nuts" as always... there is an incidence ...i actually miss use her towel which in that moment i was in a rush and i dont really notice that... after she found out ... she dont ask "why" but scolding me on the spot... well i did the apologize part but still her voice pitch getting louder! my apologize like giving her some sort of boost =.=" funny hah? well! thats my sister

simply just cant sleep!

2008-07-19T03:07:00.000+08:00

i actually cant sleep as for tonight so i wrote this after clubbing haha!... tonight was soooo happening! tonight was outstanding, hot chicks everywhere, popping songs all the while, i only have one word to say "chun!" haha those whiskey over there within 2min can finish 1 bottle! lol... there was like 70 friends over there... every crowd! the dance floor was packed! but sadness is chick on the dance floor every less ...hiah mostly all guys... BUT i manage to dance with girls as well! hehe~

love clubbing

wondering... sweetie got been there b4 ornot... hashas** as for me ... just simply need a way to chill out~
=D

im lost

2008-07-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

im so lost ...so so lost! in the sense that i dunno who am i...my dad keep nagging, keep on saying... how useless piece of nothing u are, those words really sounds ugly his anger can comes very sudden without any sign ...well i already get use to it... somehow he dint says wrong either cause i am already is a piece nothing... i donno i really dunno deep inside me ...feels like gasping for air, feels like cant breath "properly" whatever i did something or done something is always wrong! for him ! is forever not enough for him ... and from his vision on me... im actually a failure and once a failure forever failure! well me my self was like a piece of nothing*seriously* my dad like fade out of me... and feel sick to be with me... *feels that actually* i admit that previously i have done plenty of troublesome to him ... i do really feel sorry... real sorry for that ...i dunno... u use to nagging... and i feel sick as well, try to imagine ...the same old thing u can repeat again again and again ... ok ok i know! u do really consider about me and do really care bout me! but the way u care me! was way too much on nagging part ...less action type, and u have a kind of attitude! which is when he/she did something wrong and try to explain ... u will straight up stop people from explaining ...than will always says ur line: the pass is passed, forget it!... i really hate that! somehow maybe this ur way of proving "IM RIGHT!" it is true... u always right, im the one who did everything wrong, everything mess up! dad...u actually dont really care what is the procedure ...what is"really" happening around ...cause u only care bout the conclusion of what he/she end up with? nagging actually change me alot, the way u nag like keep on mention how bad how bad am i ...and how good how good u are ...as a result i end up the part what u are unexpected, which is the *how bad how bad* is this some sort a bad karma thing?...maybe u know have already notice it*i dunno* no offence dad! this is what deep inside me feels like... u know me too well! i know that! it is true !... actually we use speak each other but mostly nagging ... i know! whenever someone is better or greater than me! u nag on me! i know! that actually feel very depressed of...by looking others who better me and think that why my son cant do that?why my son cant end up something like that?why my son cant really did what i have expected? everyone's not perfect dad! so do i... but maybe..im worst

god reward me

2008-07-16T10:04:00.000+08:00

every part of my life are so screwed *offenly* nothing goes well ... i dunno. maybe some sort of bad karma is surounding me? haha but not too bad as i expected cause after of all that bad incidence over~ god actually reward me something good! something that i have been waiting for loong looong time ago... to find the other half of me *meaning:beloved one* fortunetely i have found the true one's ... which is my girl~ jessie~ well ...theres a saying : god create people with half of human soul and the another half will place in some other people that ur beloved one's ... finding the right one's is not easy in this society ....gladly i have found !!!
AS for me , i do not make any promises but believing, promises for me just a *talk big big* for my point of view la... but believing on others that u really count on him/her, believing on something that u really expecting what will happen, believing on a relationship nor boygirl friends type or just friends type .... all of these, they* are easy to say out but hard to do or done...
im believe u jessie~

deep inside me

2008-07-16T02:36:00.000+08:00

is been a long time...we havent meet up till' now and yet u keep telling me ; be patient ... be patient... the time we meet shall come very soon ....hmmm...ok then... i wait! as long as u want! and... please find me! if u get any troublesome ... simply just a call and i will be there for u no matter what! im worry about u cause u live alone there... cant afford to lost u

i dare not to say out whats deep inside me... so i shall use words to express all of it
... As for me myself ...i dunno where i belong to... what am is suppost to end up with? i do really think deep in night b4 sleep or even in day light*day dreaming* i think that all the while... i cant actually find the right answer! cause i dunno what thingy that i really wants... and so do my personality... i always cover up my sorrow by joy and so i act clown act joker... just to hide something deep inside me... i hate that kind of"me" but the reason i did that ... simply because of prentinding that i dont really "need help" and sometimes act stubborn ... how stupid is that...

fortunetely, i do have joy "part of me" i love to tells joke and make laughters every but this was not pretending one's cause is joke "willingly" cause i like to watch ppl laugthing with the wide smile on their faces... when they happy , so do i ... am i a weirdo? i think yes it is!... its really feels so great when i share something good to friends or family , but as for family ...they feel annoiying and ignore me... but *still* i will comes out jokes more just to see thier happy face!~ =D

owh ya! the way i expressed out all the sorrow part ... simply just shout out loud! or sing some song out loud! fuuu... i tell wert! thats actually works... its feel so good~ thats way of releasing my stress... haha~

theres actually more... something...
if manage to remember i shall continue the next "episod"

let me tell u wert ... =D

2008-07-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

there are several of times... im dreaming of u~ imagine that u and me were together that was so honey sweet between us~ u love me~ i love u~ simple as that... no fancy stuff no outsider... just the u and me, when i dream of u ... the time flows so rapidly! simply just cant resist to keep thinking of u... no one can replace u, u are my one and only... well... there are some funny incidence happened around no long ago..

that night i sleep late, real late ..was like 5 am early morning... that whole night keep listening our song (baby i love u) infront of comp while i keep flashing sweetie's photos from NS and her friendster... haha maybe simply just cant sleep...and end up i sleep infront of comp till 1pm i woke up... stupid ya? i know~!

owh ya! another one!...that night same as well... sleep late like 3 la (slightly not too late ^.^) i got a vision of seeing u after i sleep ... it was like i forwardly head to the dream *no joke* if i not mistaken we were walking down the streets from some where... than i drive u to mountain just to see a sun set ... than we actually sleep over nite in the car ... than some one knock the door and says: "weilim ar?? sudah boleh makan la" kanasai! that was actually my maid yelling... and so..i woke up! truely sad la! after that i try to felt asleep again! and try to continue the missing part from the dream ... sadly i cant ... think that was a loud shout getted shocked *i think* hard to felt asleep again! hiah... feel like wacking her!

since u love good food~ and u were soooo lucky that u know me! cause i knew it all of the good food around here ( trust me! just name it!) haha.. i wanna bring u to eat all the good food around here! ... eh! wait! u are in sliming plan hor? aiya! why so coincidence? but nvm... after u done ur sliming stuff... than u shall earn back as well! contra mah~ u lost and earn ^.^

sometimes i imagine
what shall we look like when we were together...
what shall we look like on our 1st date~
what shall we look like when we were in cinema~
what shall we look like our way of dress
what shall we look like.... more more more and more more

distance cant drag us apart!

2008-07-13T15:21:00.001+08:00

i love u jessie~ no matter how far it is! no matter how hard to get it there! i will!!
someday...(but not today and not to mention the petrol rise la..!~!@#$% ) after of all these days do really freak me out cause busy of working.... most of time delivery goods.. and some technician's job damn busy ... weekend time was the only 2 days i chill... this 2 day will be my day of meet u ..sweetie~ theres no one that can replace u ... i love u as always even though we r far away... im so curious that why dint u inform me early on when u went mid valley... i actually stay nearby ^.^ nvm la... theres always a week right?... hope dont happened the same thing~ T.T

love u sweetie~
my sweetie forever~

our sweet sweet 18! cannot let it flow ..just like that!!

2008-07-12T02:03:00.000+08:00

CLUBBING session wei ! cool and loud music, hot chicks , whiskey , dance floor ... what else more? this the best place to chill! when u wanna get rid off of ur daily life style or just simply wanna find some place to chill... let me tell u what!... clubbing will be ur very 1st option! well well well... everyone got their 1st time, so am i!
my 1st time actually starts from form 4 la.... but that one dont really counted la..
cause is like ... simply stand there and watch from far... so no count! my actual 1st time is 2th july 1230pm , that day was sooooo happening! i do drunk! so do my friends does... that very night i dance ...alone wei!!! while everyone watching me on the stage! and i dint realise that... untill my friend drag me back to our shade... from there i keep drinking and feel dizzy rapidly~ straight with 8 cups of pure whiskey which is without adding any soda or water...thanks to Chee meng! keep pouring the whiskey than keep saying "yam sing yam sing" and he mention who ever dont dare to drink have no balls no guts wei humiliated our guys pride! kanasai de... that moment really feel like "flying" wei..!! after that when i smoke.... it was like a boost wei! totally cant even stand up straight... truely sick man...but lucky thing is that jian sunn*blood brother* havent drunk yet... so he fecth us all home... such a herowin la... **respect** and so i vomited in my car! but i puke in a plastic beg!
that was such a happening night la... hard to forget! nonono it shall say that ..it will be unforgetable memories ... hahaha

clubbing is truely fun ... some people even dare not to take the 1st step inside...
c'mon... 18 wei! not small liao lo... this the adult life style that we are about to face! and now the time has come ..and think in good way la... clubbing is actually simply just a place to sosial ...make friends well people do need friends ...so go clubbing la! =D

more than just friend..

2008-07-11T10:55:00.001+08:00

that day , that night... i refresh back what we have been through in our camp ...remember those obstacles?... that we must climb the wall , tarzan swing... monkey swing and act.... it was piece of cake for me ^.^*actually its really tough la* somehow...
i have complete of all the tests...than theres wati turns , i saw 1 by 1 our wati fallen in water when reach the tarzan swing ... especially my girl... the mud everywhere and the navy uniform was completely wet but still with the joy smile on her face~ i love the way she smile and the way she talk(voices)

well... talk bout when is the 1st time we know each other i guess is the day u starts calling my code number C333 instead of asking whats my name is... that moment i remain my coolness ^.^ and just simply reply : ya? thats what i remembered our *very* 1st talk =D ...ah! and our 1st joke , when u pass me a *chipsmore* cookies...
then when i look at ur face... i thought theres a "chipsmore" above ur lip... that was simply my mistake... cause that's a mud... not chipsmore from that day onwards..
whenever u pass me chipsmore cookie i will be telling the same joke... lols maybe just simply too bored in the camp wei... =D
from there.. onwards.. u use to smile... and laugh out loud! when i joke... i love that... i dunno when is happened but it comes so sudden that i found out i have felt in love with u
time passes day by day... i will be there waiting for u

what means money to u?

2008-07-10T14:47:00.001+08:00

theres a line...chinese ver.*
"Money is not everything , but if u dont have money u are nothing"
it is true actually... c'mon look at this society ... they fight for money
they need money to survive ... everything has their own value of money
then?... what is the cost of *love*? how much is ur prosperity?
obviously there are "product" that written *not for sale*
if theres money ... theres everything... and dont be supprise
that ur the so call "the other half" broke up with just simply because
of ur money is not enough use for her...
get it real bro... it is a wise choice that u broke up with her

NOW people! pls beware the world outside that u about to face it!
people out there is like a whole big "food chain" they earn their money
by *anything necessary * real cruel... theres my advise..
think twice ..nonono think thrice before end up something worst

really get my nerve!

2008-07-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

as for the overall ...the life style in the camp... was quite satisfying...
the time flows like water... after of those days of hard work...team work...
friendship... laughter... and more importantly ... my girl * jessie*
i have learned more than enough bout friends
friends do really means alot to me ...
they give a hand when u in trouble
they advise u when u were about to do something wrong
they cheer up for u when u needed some support
they are like light tower when u in dark

people says... couples just simply *more* than friend
i totally agreed with that...

when he and jessie was doing all those tacky stuff and with joy
its make me feels happy for them actually...course they do really "get in to each other"
besides... they really felt deeply in love to each other ....
unfortunately... after the camp ends.... i heard that she broke up with him ...
right before i departure from the airport
i get to know that info... that day she cried... with the forehead lying down on my chess
i was shocked! why such a senario will happened? that moment my heart was so broken..
she was so moody ...but just for" while" than she rub it off her tears.. and "stay down"
that really surprise me ... just to cover up hide her emotion expression ...
that is one of our common... strong jessie...

i did wrong?

2008-07-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

theres a girl... who really unique for me and she was such a beauty~
nor just the sweet looking~ but her caring personality...
she was talented in study and thats make her an 11A's student...

well ... i felt in love with her not because of those reasons....
the story shall starts with the day 9 in the NS camp in Sabah
days b4 day 9 was so busy inside camp... with those belongings..and blah blah blah
i do meet some sabah's friends and they are quite cheering and friendly "hot" within 8 days..
day 9 our guys side only starts "aggressively" to know some chicks** well... simply because of
game of "true or dare" who ever loses shall did what the majority request to do...
and... that day was truely not my day... i keep losing and did lots of stupid stuff...
stuff like shout out loud *I LOVE U* infront of the officer ... some how ...i did that!!!!!
one of their request is "floating" an innocent girl... so.. they chose jessie.. which have a very obvious mud infront of her lip... and that very particular day... i crap* alot simply just
keep her talking from there ... we know alot stuff within each other in common...
day by day... we did have lots of laughter and more and more of chips more ...she love that..
from there... i still dint realize i have already fell in love with her... untill she couple with ten *which is one of my sabah's friend* then only i notice i need her to be part of me! only i realize how she means alot to me.... that incidence was quite a while... and i remain a happy face
thats what i always did...which is joke around... make some laughter ...
i do really regret that moment... i dint aggressive enough to confess to her !!
somehow i revoke my plan not to be a 3rd party of them...
course i dont wanna have a hard time for both of us...
from there onwards... i act like clown ...fooling around just to pretend that i dont really care...
trust me... it is harder than its look like... try to imagine..
when they are so sweet to each other at the mean while u act like joker.. clown?..
well.. most of ppl think that"why not just ignore them"?
"if" i ignore them this means im acting weird... and thats make them curious ..
i dun wanna end up something ugly ...